Closing the Lid

I want to do this to a random person one day

Lyrics - Childs Lullaby

Rating - M for language and hidden sexual content.

About - These lyrics were inspired by the insanely talented but practicaly unknown band "The Red Paintings". I wanted to write something that was completely random with little references of childhood nursry rhymes. Even though it is practicaly random, it dos have some meaning if you look closely. But even then you need to know more about me and my, stresses. I see the song in a to part vocals. One male, one female with violins and heavy guitar. Rather haunting sound. But, alas, I don't play any instruments. Ok, enough of my rambling. But it's not like any really reads anything here. Haha. I am my number one fan!!!

Lyrics - Wishful Wishing
By Xylor Anamay

Authors Notes - I wrote these lyrics after I read a fanfiction where Harry won't live past his 16th Birthday and wasn't suppose to be living at all, which he found out 2 months before the actual day he is due to die. Before he found out, he was wishing to die. Just a living shell, not caring of anything. I'm pretty sure the fanfiction was called Beautiful World, but I'm not to sure. And of course Draco is envolved. How could he not.

Song Lyrics - Never Needed
By Xylor Anamay

Authors Note - I wrote this about a week ago. It's basicly about guys wanting more, not just in the physical sense but emotional attachment too. For while all the relationships I've had with guys within the past year or two, I've had my, ah .... physical way with them, but then got rather annoyed by them by the end and just wanted them to piss off. But one guy in particular just wouldn't fuck off and get the idea that we would never have a relationship. So, that is what this song is about.

I thought this was rather interesting, yet rather stupid. These tests just amuse me even though they are rather use less, but *shrugs* no matter.

Five Factor Personality Test

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

http://www.blogthings.com/thefivefactorpersonalitytest/

Cheers,

Xylor Anamay

Title - Fuck It

Author - Xylor Anamay

Summary - Harry is drunk, he refers to Voldemort as Piggy-tails and Malfoy and him end up in a taxi, fucking it.

Disclaimer - just go ahead and sue me.

Word count - 3345

 

 

Not a Little Girl Anymore

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**cough cough**

First of all, I'd like to thank my beloved for taking the time out of her rather brain crashing life to help me figure out how to use live journal, although I still very much need more help with it to make it .... what's the word I'm looking for .... to make it .... magical ... yes ... that will do ... Soon, I very much hope to deliever some of may own work. Some related to Harry Potter, but others my leek into the life of myself, even though most of you wouldn't really care, I'm doing it anyway cos I love myself.

Cheers and here are some peanuts to choke on ....

Till next time.

**Starts freaking out**

Ok, I really don't know what I am doing with this ... I'm going to need some assistance of creating this LiveJournal ... for now, I'm just going to try my best with the knowledge that I already have about creating web pages.

Cheers,

Xylor Anamay