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Waking life - Ants

May. 11th, 2007 | 06:30 pm


I want to do this to a random person one day

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Lyrics - Childs Lullaby

Oct. 6th, 2006 | 02:55 am
location: The Fuck Me Room!!! OHHHHHHHHH!!!
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Crooked Letter - Case

Lyrics - Childs Lullaby

Rating - M for language and hidden sexual content.

About - These lyrics were inspired by the insanely talented but practicaly unknown band "The Red Paintings". I wanted to write something that was completely random with little references of childhood nursry rhymes. Even though it is practicaly random, it dos have some meaning if you look closely. But even then you need to know more about me and my, stresses. I see the song in a to part vocals. One male, one female with violins and heavy guitar. Rather haunting sound. But, alas, I don't play any instruments. Ok, enough of my rambling. But it's not like any really reads anything here. Haha. I am my number one fan!!!

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Part 2 of Chapter 1 - Non-Magic HP Fanfiction

Aug. 7th, 2006 | 10:58 pm
location: My Bedroom
mood: confusedconfused
music: Naughty Boy - The Mavis's

Summary – Non magic. H/D. Harry Potter was famous before he could even speak. He survived an attack by the worst mass murder since Hitler was alive and he was the one that help led the police to the murders capture. Although the boy had survived and he was famous, that didn’t mean he lived a perfect life. Abused by his relatives and his school mates, he drowned himself in his studies, music and things that destroyed his soul. When he received a scholarship to the finest boarding school in Britain, he thought he would be free from all that hated him, yet, life seemed to have a grudge against him and what he wished would never come true. Or so he thought.
 
Rating – R for Slash, abuse, sexual content and drug use.
 
Warnings – Drug usage, slash, self harm, language, sexual content and attempted rape.
 
Disclaimer – I do not own anything belonging to J K Rowling or Warner Bros. I do not get paid for writing this or any other fanfictions.
 
Authors Note – I’ve wanted to do a Non magic Harry Potter for awhile but I just couldn’t create a plot that was mostly like the magical Harry Potter as I wanted it to be very similar with the whole murdered parents, being famous (not necessary idolized) and no one to really love. Yet, I also wanted it to have heaps of angst involved. I wanted it to be full of drugs, sex and rock and roll and Harry Potter that has gone off the rails. I’m still very much addicted to the idea of Punk/Gay Harry, a mean Ron (Its not that I don’t like him, I just don’t want Harry to have to many friends plus, I’m not good at writing a character that is funny with out meaning to be) with Hermione as Harry’s shoulder to lean on. What I’m hoping for is something real and different to all the other non magic Harry Potter fanfictions that are out there. I’m not going to let anyone live that hasn’t already died such as Sirius or Dumbledore, all though it may be through different circumstances and timing then with the books as I wanted Harry to be old enough to deal with all the crap that I’m going to lay out for him. I shall leave my rambling at that and let you start reading the fanfiction. Cheers.



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Non-Magic H/D Fanfiction

Aug. 7th, 2006 | 10:40 pm
location: I'm always in my room .. dah!!
mood: blahblah
music: Muse - Super Massive Blackhole

Summary – Non magic. H/D. Harry Potter was famous before he could even speak. He survived an attack by the worst mass murder since Hitler was alive and he was the one that help led the police to the murders capture. Although the boy had survived and he was famous, that didn’t mean he lived a perfect life. Abused by his relatives and his school mates, he drowned himself in his studies, music and things that destroyed his soul. When he received a scholarship to the finest boarding school in Britain, he thought he would be free from all that hated him, yet, life seemed to have a grudge against him and what he wished would never come true. Or so he thought.

 

Rating – R for Slash, abuse, sexual content and drug use.

 

Warnings – Drug usage, slash, self harm, language, sexual content and attempted rape.

 

Disclaimer – I do not own anything belonging to J K Rowling or Warner Bros. I do not get paid for writing this or any other fanfictions.

 

Authors Note – I’ve wanted to do a Non magic Harry Potter for awhile but I just couldn’t create a plot that was mostly like the magical Harry Potter as I wanted it to be very similar with the whole murdered parents, being famous (not necessary idolized) and no one to really love. Yet, I also wanted it to have heaps of angst involved. I wanted it to be full of drugs, sex and rock and roll and Harry Potter that has gone off the rails. I’m still very much addicted to the idea of Punk/Gay Harry, a mean Ron (Its not that I don’t like him, I just don’t want Harry to have to many friends plus, I’m not good at writing a character that is funny with out meaning to be) with Hermione as Harry’s shoulder to lean on. What I’m hoping for is something real and different to all the other non magic Harry Potter fanfictions that are out there. I’m not going to let anyone live that hasn’t already died such as Sirius or Dumbledore, all though it may be through different circumstances and timing then with the books as I wanted Harry to be old enough to deal with all the crap that I’m going to lay out for him. I shall leave my rambling at that and let you start reading the fanfiction. Cheers.

I don't have a name for this one either, so any surgestions are welcome.

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Wishfil Wishing

Jul. 24th, 2006 | 12:06 am
location: The basement
mood: apatheticapathetic
music: Imogen Heap - Come Here Boy

Lyrics - Wishful Wishing
By Xylor Anamay

Authors Notes - I wrote these lyrics after I read a fanfiction where Harry won't live past his 16th Birthday and wasn't suppose to be living at all, which he found out 2 months before the actual day he is due to die. Before he found out, he was wishing to die. Just a living shell, not caring of anything. I'm pretty sure the fanfiction was called Beautiful World, but I'm not to sure. And of course Draco is envolved. How could he not.

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Draft Fanfiction

Jul. 23rd, 2006 | 11:50 pm
location: Blue Room
mood: restlessrestless
music: Christina - Aint no other man

Summary – HP/DM, HBP Spoilers, Post Hogwarts. Not wanting to stick around in the wizarding world, Harry Potter, broken and changed, found his escape in the muggle life with sex, drugs and heavy metal music, sometimes all at once. Also combined with late nights stocking shelves, a bike and a broken down house where he had once witnessed attempted murder, to break the clique. He found he was content, not happy by any means, just not at war either. Until a Blonde came into the picture, wanting questions but instead of answers, he got sex.
 
Rating – R for Slash, abuse, sexual content and drug use.
 
Warnings – Drug usage, slash, language and sexual content
 
Disclaimer – I do not own anything belonging to J K Rowling or Warner Bros. I do not get paid for writing this or any other fanfictions.
 
Authors Note – This story was inspired by late nights stocking shelves and cleaning up Kmart, a fanfiction called After the Flood, annoying children crying because they want everything and my addiction to coke and heavy metal music.

I haven't got a name for this Fanfiction yet, so I'll just leave it as Untitled. Any surgestions will be welcome. This is just the first draft and yes there will be more. This is just a taste of what it's about. 

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Never Needed

Jul. 23rd, 2006 | 11:26 pm
location: Bedroom, as per usual
mood: gloomygloomy
music: ABBA - Mama Mia (remix)

Song Lyrics - Never Needed
By Xylor Anamay

Authors Note - I wrote this about a week ago. It's basicly about guys wanting more, not just in the physical sense but emotional attachment too. For while all the relationships I've had with guys within the past year or two, I've had my, ah .... physical way with them, but then got rather annoyed by them by the end and just wanted them to piss off. But one guy in particular just wouldn't fuck off and get the idea that we would never have a relationship. So, that is what this song is about.

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The Five Factor Personality Test

Jul. 3rd, 2006 | 01:26 am
location: My house
mood: boredbored
music: Placebo

I thought this was rather interesting, yet rather stupid. These tests just amuse me even though they are rather use less, but *shrugs* no matter.

Five Factor Personality Test

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

http://www.blogthings.com/thefivefactorpersonalitytest/

Cheers,

Xylor Anamay

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Lyrics - Closing the Lid

Apr. 5th, 2006 | 12:04 pm
location: Home
mood: sicksick
music: Like a Virgin

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Fuck It - A H/D fuck story

Feb. 21st, 2006 | 07:16 pm
mood: shockedI finally got it right
music: Nothing, surprisingly

Title - Fuck It

Author - Xylor Anamay

Summary - Harry is drunk, he refers to Voldemort as Piggy-tails and Malfoy and him end up in a taxi, fucking it.

Disclaimer - just go ahead and sue me.

Word count - 3345

 

 

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Short Story, Non HP - Not a Little Girl Anymore

Jan. 30th, 2006 | 09:38 pm
mood: discontentdiscontent
music: None

Not a Little Girl Anymore

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So, I'm getting there

Jan. 22nd, 2006 | 09:44 pm
mood: relievedrelieved
music: Placebo

**cough cough**

First of all, I'd like to thank my beloved for taking the time out of her rather brain crashing life to help me figure out how to use live journal, although I still very much need more help with it to make it .... what's the word I'm looking for .... to make it .... magical ... yes ... that will do ... Soon, I very much hope to deliever some of may own work. Some related to Harry Potter, but others my leek into the life of myself, even though most of you wouldn't really care, I'm doing it anyway cos I love myself.

Cheers and here are some peanuts to choke on ....

Till next time.

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I have no idea what I am doing

Jan. 18th, 2006 | 02:31 pm
mood: confusedconfused
music: Mudvyane

**Starts freaking out**

Ok, I really don't know what I am doing with this ... I'm going to need some assistance of creating this LiveJournal ... for now, I'm just going to try my best with the knowledge that I already have about creating web pages.

Cheers,

Xylor Anamay

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